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[Mar. 26th, 2006|02:58 pm] |
just how happy i am. life is treating me so good. on apil 3rd, we're(me tommy sara mike mel kenny) are going to the phillies game. first of the season. on April 14th, we(me tom sara mike) are going to canada for a weekend roadtrip. lots of legal drinking in fun bars. :-)On May 15th, I move in to my apartment. with my love. On May 28th, we're(me tom sara mike mel kenny etc.) going to Myrtle Beach for the week. The owner of friendly's is g iving me this wonderful getaway for only 1000 dollars, this place sleeps 10! Loooove it! Then, August 3rd, we (me tom sara mike) are going to Warped tour.
then my summer comes to a lovely close, and it's back to school full time.
everyone have a great day, i'm going to take a nap. I'm pretty exhausted. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|09:25 am] |
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where is my head at? i can't concentrate. i can't think straight. i can't make decisions. it's driving me crazy. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2005|09:37 am] |
hah. i just read my last entry that said my birthday is in 108 days. this is funny, because now i only have 3. haha. life is good. i'm about to be 18. this should make the godwin fam very happy. hibachi on sunday with all friends and fam. sullivan's on monday with my lovely tommy. and then strip club with a few people.
<3<3 off to work |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|07:59 pm] |
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slightly different from my last entry.
i'm feeling very annoyed today. i can't explain why. i'm just....ya know, blah! and i was in a great mood, and tom's like not and i don't know why, and now....i'm frustrated.
i went to work today, and got information on a full time position there. where i will no longer be making an hourly wage....but more like 25k a year...plus extra pay out. which is good for me. but with school full time, it'll totally knock out my social life. and i know it'll be hard to work full time and go to school full time, i think i can swing it. and if not, i can always go back to part time, i wont let my grades slip. i'm not dumb, these grades will be what u.d. looks at when i try to transfer, i can't do anything silly.
ok, well...frustration is passing and tommy is in my living room watching tv, so....i'm going to go out there. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|01:29 pm] |
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this entry is totally girly and lovey-dovey...if it will bother you or make you sick, skip it.
my birthday is in 104 days...
yes, leave it to me to make up a ridiculous countdown such as that.
but, i'm really excited, i'll finally be 18, and not that we care about age at all, but once i am 18, it'll be...legal for me to be with tommy. which is very cool. plus i plan on moving in with him shortly after that birthday occurs. i can't wait. i've never been so sure of anything in my entire life, before this. it's been over 7 months, and there's still no arguing or disagreeing, we never fight. and when we're not together all we do is miss each other. his friends and family like me... and my friends and family like him. i love being with him, the other day, we were so silly, we went around looking at houses, all over. and like houses we wont be able to afford for another 6 years. hah. we do plan on living in his apt. til' his lease runs out next may, and then get a townhouse together for a starter. then move on to the good stuff. lol. i love my tommy. we're perfect for each other. he's so amazing. and yes i know this entire entry has been sappy and girly and in love, but i just can't help it because i'm so totally in love. haha |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|08:28 am] |
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yesterday was fun. indian food....DELICIOUS!
it was a fun lunch, that I WASN'T aloud to pay for! :-(
took an entirely too long nap with tommy. then went to visit sara and got dinner, then hung out at his place while we listened to music.
i got to have my 3 fav guys yesterday tommy, dave(matthews), and jack(johnson)!!
now, i'm about to go to work from 9-1 and then off to the beach! I can't wait, i haven't seen my friends in like a month and a half. ridiculous! we're staying at adam's house. it'll be soooo much fun. i'm hoping michelle and dina randomly come down!
ooook...
i'll be back on sunday! |
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|12:55 am] |
10 years ago I... (1995)
1. was 7
2. was enjoying my summer before 3rd grade
3. lived with my mommom
5 years ago I... (2000)
1. was in middle school
2. was best friends with allison
3. thought dances on saturday nights were super cool
3 years ago I... (2002)
1. going to shows like it was my job
2. hanging out with casey...EVERYDAY!
3. couldn't wait to take my driving test once i got back to school
2 years ago I... (2003)
1. could FINALLY drive
2. hung out with people who got high WAY TOO MUCH
3. was starting at friendly's
1 year ago I... (2004)
1. was still at friendly's...
2. FINALLY became an upperclassmen
3. i ended a well overdue relationship
So far this year I... (2005)
1. have fallen in love.
2. have seen tommy EVERYDAY of this year.
3. have graduated.
Yesterday I...
1. had an amazing dinner at la tolteca
2. hung out with tom's fam for a while
3. made a new friend at work
Today I...
1. cuddled with tom until he left for philly
2. called everyone....and there moms to find SOMETHING to do tonight.
3. went to get icecream and visit sara with kaitlin
Tomorrow I will...
1. sleep in
2. be with tommy ALL DAY
3. start reading more
This weekend I will : (upcoming weekend?)
1. hopefully hang out with geph and kt
2. go to the beach
3. make banana pancakes
In the next year (2006) I will...
1. start college....:-)
2. move in with tommy :-D
3. get a car |
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|12:54 am] |
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"do you remember when we first met?" |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|08:20 am] |
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i got up this morning and got ready for work. i fear i'm not even in the proper dress code. but then again, i don't really care today. i'm feeling very spacey today. it's a weird feeling. as if i'm totally emotionless, as if i've thrown them all away. i need back in the day block parties. fyi: i just made that phrase up to suggest hanging out with old friends. i.e.: i'd like to hang out with gepher and april tonight. just the 3 of us. and watch movies and have a sleepover. and all of that. and saturday, i'd like to hang out with chris. if he isn't at the beach, he's going to south carolina in less than a month. i don't want things to change. i'm not a fan of change. not the bad kind anyway. everyone's grown up. i'd like to be back in the 3rd grade. winning those silly little 100 question math worksheets.
well, i really do have to go to work now. then afterwords i am going to the gym with stiff and possibly mandy. |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
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the last week has been eventful. drumminfest was over the weekend. it's been talked up for months by tom and sara. so i went there ready to have fun. one of the first things that happened....we went to a liquor store and bought girly drinks. lol sara and i engaged in a beet pong game with rachel and dan...it went in to double overtime. i was extremely impressed with those last minute comebacks that i made. but we lost. hah, no biggy because it was a fun game. we ended up leaving super early, because tommy decided to be "that guy" and fall asleep as soon as it got dark outside...well, at least like 2 hours after it got dark. we were home before 1. but it's ok because he's the best. :-)
monday, i went to work after having a niceeeee long weekend. then tommy and i went to lunch with tiffany and jodi. then later on accompanied sara to arner's to visit andrea.
tuesday(yesterday)-after work i went to mckean. talked to mrs. leary and to seifert. seify seemed a little bummed. i was unhappy about this. but we chatted for a while. and i felt better about his attitude by the time i left. thennnnn....
my amazing boyfriend showed his...amazingness. i got to his house. and there were candles all around. and he made me dinner. we cuddled and did all that cute boyfriend girlfriend stuff. loooove it. then we hung out with his fam. helped his parents move stuff to his sisters. and found out that his mom has a picture of me sleeping in their photo album. lol. horrible!
today-i worked. then went and picked out my classes for my first semester. lucky for me, i only have school 3 days a week. mon, tues, and wed. nothing on thurs and fri. yay! :-) then had dinner at my house then hung out at my mommoms for like an hour while tom played games at his house... now i'm home. and veryyyyy sleepy.
and now that you know what i've done every day for the last 4 days....i think i'm done writing.
<3<3
P.S. on my way home tonight these two little fuckers next to me threw something at my car while we were at a red light. they are lucky i did not get out and stab them. lucky for me, and my amazing photographic memory...i recognized one boy from the 3rd grade. i should totally call his parents tomorrow. hah. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|01:31 pm] |
post a memory of me in the comments
it can be anything you want
then post this to your journal
see what people remember of you |
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| hmm...it's been over a month. |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|01:03 pm] |
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hah, i feel like i'm dead to the livejournal world.
so, i guess i have a few things to update you on.
+++graduation present from tommy....diamond heart necklace. GORGEOUS
++graduation went well, no tripping or anything
+the beach was a good time. i was a worrywort, but what would you expect with parents like mine? ha
+++My graduation party was amazing, talk about 1200 dollars.
exciting - - yesterday was my 6 month anniversary with my tommy. i don't know if you realize this or not...but that means in 6 more months it'll be a year. lol. i love him. i can't imagine being happier than i am right now. yesterday we went to his family's bbq. and i think i finally got through to paige and claire...his two younger VERY SHY cousins. they were playing with me. so that's good. hah. it only took like 4 times of hanging out with them.
tommy got me the new jack johnson cd yesterday it's really good, and i've listened to it like 3 times already.
today we're having a cookout at my house around 3. then fireworks tonight around 8?
and according to tom.....quoted...."the things we do aren't worth writing about in a journal." thank you!
i'll have to end on that note. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|12:22 am] |
The last 5 months have been so amazing. on friday(technically tomorrow?) it will be my 5-month anniversary with tommy, and then on saturday....i graduate from highschool. talk about excitement... i can't believe the last 4 years flew by so fast. i can't believe this year has flown by so fast. i still vividly remember coming back to school after christmas vaca this year. and that was like 5 whole months ago... this point in my life feels so... surreal. i can't really explain it but, i'm in disbelief....like, wow on saturday i'm going to get up in front of my entire class and in front of all of the important people in my life...and walk up on a stage(hopefully without tripping or anything) and seriously have my last highschool related event, and be recognized for the last 12 years of schooling that i've had and completed. wow...at this time saturday night...i'll be at the beach with tommy, melissa, sara, michelle, dina, and kristy...for an entire week. it's going to be so amazing. things have been going so well. on monday we bbq'd at tom's parents house with his sister. and after dinner...his mom brings out this huge bag with like a ribbon on it and things wrapped up inside...and i was so taken back...because it wasn't my birthday or anything like that. like, why were they giving me stuff? and there it was, my first graduation presents...and proof that his family really does love me like they always tell me they do...i get this amazing huge back from llbean...it's so cute, and it has green in it :-) a beach towel for 2 <3 tanning stuff and aloe lotion stuff, and this cute little notepad...and they gave it to me early so that i could use it at the beach. i've just been so satisfied with life lately. me and tom get along so well...talk so easily, i've never been more comfortable with anyone in my entire life...when i'm with him, i'm never scared...i'm never worried...i'm never lonely. he makes everything amazing, he makes waking up in the morning one of the greatest events of the day...he makes falling asleep at night, the easiest it's ever been...he makes living....so completely totally worth it.
p.s.-what time is graduation rehearsal? 8:00?
p.p.s.-i met up with my girlies in dewey...me and tommy stayed with kelly, kate, geph, and jamie. it was an...eventful? but very fun night. i love those girls.
p.p.p.s.- if you looooooove/like/don't know/hate dave matthews band....you MUST purchase their new cd, because it is by far the most amazing cd i've ever heard in my life. and i've heard it A LOT. and so has everyone that hangs out anywhere near me. haha! :-) |
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[May. 10th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
i want...
to be 21
to not be in highschool
to not have restrictions
to be able to get in anywhere i want...at whatever time i choose.
to never be excluded... |
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|01:38 am] |
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i've never in my life wanted to "grow up" so bad. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2005|07:05 am] |
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sorry i haven't updated in a million years...however i'm sure no one was overwhelmed with sadness. hah.
today is my last day of school. and then spring break with follow. i'm really excited. i'm leaving after the art history test today. then i'm going tanning...then i'm working out...and then....i'm getting my spring break started.
i'm excited about saturday night. i'm going to a murder mystery dinner party. and apparantly i am a widdowed, single parent, who's a cheerleader? :-) so i'm going to bring some poms poms, put my hair in pig tails...and call it a costume. haha.
maybe today i'll have a little bit of time to go check out some stores for dresses. if i find something i like...:-D it would make me sooooo happy. me mel and sara went to the mall yesterday, but...nothing popped out at me. nothing was like..."try me on try me on!!!" therefore...i'm not yet satisfied. however, that was only my first day of looking.
well, i've finally started making money. however it's not as much as i could be making. i get really nervous and paranoid at this friendly's, whenever marie is around i get all panic-y and spill stuff, and drop something or whatever. and i miss kirkwood :-( oh well, not much i can do about the situation.
well, i have school and i may be late to seifert's class...not that it's unusual...however, it's highly disrespectful.....sorry seif. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2005|11:04 pm] |
is your phone broke...or is just when i call that you can't answer...or look at your missed calls and call back? or do you not have my number? so you can never call me? i just look back and try to remember when it was that you got "so cool."
I'm going to bed now...because like most other planned out nights...things didn't work out.
and you could say my weekend is over as of now. because tomorrow night i work until 1 am.
i am thankful for tommy, mel, and sara...the truest of true
and thank you kelly for "understanding completely" <3 |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
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so, i'm hanging out around the house...with nothing to do...where do you turn then? obviously to livejournal.
tommy is having some boys night out thing, where they play games and drink. i'm joining the fun soon.
i haven't been feeling all that great lately. tired and achey, even though i've been getting more sleep than usually, and i've been eating right and excersizing appropriately. you'd think i'd be healthier.
well, i think i really kicked ass on my ap art history test today. i'm very confident.
i'm very nervous at this point also...my ud letter will be coming any day, and i'm not so confident about that. i'm really pretty scared actually. i'm scared to get a small envelope. i'll keep my fingers crossed for the big one. there are many pros and cons to this. i mean...i have 2 awesome teachers that wrote me recommendations. and i wrote a pretty kick ass essay. and i'm in ap classes...my progression from freshman year to senior year was good...but then i have down falls too...i mean my gpa is a 3.0 my sat score was a 1020 i dropped 2 classes this year....but in the beginning of the year. and...i failed a class my freshman year. ughhh i've just been soooo worried about this, that like..i seriously get tears in my eyes just thinking about it. i've decided to stop worrying because there's nothing i can do about it now.
OK, well, i should probably go now, i don't relly have anything else to talk about anyway...
oh, p.s.-
i finally met jess. she's pretty awesome, and casey seems happy. :-D that's awesome...plus she's way cooler than laura so, that's a plus...even if she doesn't like indian food. ;-) |
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[Mar. 4th, 2005|03:12 pm] |
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i've totally neglected livejournal, because i loooove myspace. i'm totally addicted to it. i'm constantly on. aghh that's so bad haha.
the last 24 hours have been pretty bad...with my car like on top of a tow truck and all...
i'm very proud of myself. me and mandy were going mon, wed, and fri to the Y and this week we started monday through friday, and i just feel really good about myself. i feel healthy. i feel energized.
my mom continuously brings up tom's age...it's annoying. like...i thought you could only argue about the same subject once...i guess not though.
tonight, i'm hanging out with tommy, KelThom, CBar, casey & jess i think...and hopefully gepher thrown in there. |
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[Mar. 1st, 2005|10:00 am] |
my job issue has been settled. i was just impatient. i am going to bear's friendly's. yay!! they're the busiest, so i should be making some money. plus i get to meet allll new people. i love that! :-)
this friday night i'm going to the rubber chickens. i'm kinda excited. i have friday night plans...for 99 cents. lol. so i know kelly, tommy, and cBar are going. and hopefully more...
i haven't been to school since last thursday. i'm having the best vaca ever. |
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